its 3 am and i cant sleep ! i wonder ... its been kinda long i dint blog . so yea here it is . 4 days just after my b'day.. still havent upload d pix's yet =/ hmm . this is how i celebrate my b'day. on fri the 19 of sept my boyfriend took me to tony romas for dinner ate steak and drank wine after dinner he told the waitress to bring in d cake! i was like O.o LOL . i had so much fun .
got a new phone from him as a bday present (: this yr's b'day were so meaninful to me ..
all those memories .
the nex day >> MY B'DAY ! LOL i was so happy 'cos this yr is way way diff from those yr's .. hmm went clubbing dance , drank and smoke.. ahahx okay! im lost of words already.. =x
erm back to the part wher i cant sleep .
actually i kinda slept at 12 but dunno why suddenly woke up at 3 .
*wondering* cant stop thinkin bout what you said! *sobs*
you sent a msg to me at 10.38pm on 23 sept sayin :
mayb we really no ned to see each other.. thats the best way.
and you even said ...
you want to take care of me.
if you really love me and want to take care of me like what you've mention
pls stop hurting me by sayin we dont need to see each other anymore!
it'll hurt me even more.. i know i know all those sneakin around , goin out and everything
is hard for u .. its even harder for me! oh gawd!
whats really happening to me... *screams* i think i really do need HELP!
oh well , thats all for now.. pictures wil b post a.s.a.p when i got time to upload..
-xoxo-
12:48 PM should she give up? ♥