forget the risk, take the fall :D

Friday, February 27, 2009

today is the day!
where it cant b postponed regardless of the wheather,
where you may or may not like what you see in the mirror,
where you're loved ones will say you never looked better,
where your friends will suddenly & gratefully become closer,
where life prices go up & car prices go down for the insurer,
where you know for sure you aren't getting any smarter,
where the system will say you're one year older.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!

may all your wishes comes true (:
enjoy!

3:13 AM should she give up? ♥

Thursday, February 26, 2009

26 feb..

went and dye hair with cous today.. hmm the colour i choose is reddish + a lil purple..
but after dyed my hair like no colour.. -.-
and today's our 5th anniversary and a really sad day for me..
well, its cos' 1stly after i dye my mom mumbles cos she don like me to dye my hair. hahah idk why.. bla bla bla..
2nd, boyf bought me a cake! O_o don know why im not that happy anymore.. perhaps its cos' he doesnt hv time for me ): and 3rdly, i planned to go out with him today after his work, he came my hse forawhile then he say his goin cous' hse stayin over and goin MOS tonight. i totaly stoned.. after i heard it i straight away no mood and a lil angry..

aihhh! friends all keep sayin i hv a boyf its like i dont.. =/
mayb they're right.. oh well..
gotta go to bed now. headache*
toodless!

10:23 AM should she give up? ♥

Wednesday, February 25, 2009

went club9 and played pool with a few friends just now..
around 11pm we came out and and i saw a very very very horrible thing that happened..
someone " some GUY" try'ed to robbed a girl by grabbing her handbag.
he sits a motorcycle passing by that girl wanting to grab her bag but he failed and that girl fell.
i dint really see her fall down. but its like she fell rollin i think.. WTF!
i told my friend but they dint saw what had happen..
so me and my friends rushed to that girl askin her whether she's ok and what actually happened..
lucky her bag is still with her.. she was with her 2 guy friends.. she got so shocked and just sat by the side walk and cry..

SCREW YOU IDIOTIC STUPID ROBBERS!!!
NEED MONEY??!! GO FIND JOB LA!
DONT HAVE TO ROB PEOPLE!! UR NOT "CACAT" !!
YOU HAVE YOUR LEGS AND HANDS!! GO GET A FUCKING JOB!!
mind my language...

you girls out there do be careful when your around ss15.. yamcha, studying or what-so-ever..
dont walk with your handbags facing out and giving those dumb shyt robbers a chance to rob you..

8:03 AM should she give up? ♥

Sunday, February 22, 2009

uh! finally..
cant wait for the damn guy to find his own sweet time to come and reformat. so i decided to go dl mozilla myself. now can upload pic's and all..

hmm so lets start with valentines.. nth special this yr.. just spend time with darling and all the friends.. hmm dint really expect my bf to giv me anything.. so yep. he din giv LOL he wanted to buy something for me. but then something happened so yea he dint get anything for me. oh well.. i bought papers and a box 2 weeks befor valentines. cos was kinda outta $$ to get dear something nice and exp. its the thoughts that counts ey (: so folded him hearts.. planned to fold 1000 but in the end only can reach up to 200 ++ LOL why? cos cos my friends la. ish everyday cal me go out. don go out say i don giv face hahaa cos they belanja xD so aihh hv to go norhx. no time to fold.. after went out with them came home relax a while then straight start foldin again folded until finger bleed -.- then at night got call sumor boyf cal to go out. and this is like kinda a surprise so cant say anything but just go.. at least its comes from my heart (:

went to club ytd with a bunch of friends.. darling was ther with his friends too.. he mix with his & i mix with mine.. hahah.. after that someone kinda pushed me and i fell my leg were err how to say ah.. err twisted? lol. now i walk also damn hard.. aihh painful! stupid ppl all no patients 1 hv to rush.. rush go die merh.. gosh! so yep ytd can say damn bad luck cos' something else happened as well. arguements that i don like and don wish to happen. oh well.. today darling came and bring me to his hse just to see how bad was my ankle. awwww =) later on went pasar malam cos' his dad called him too.. after that went and watch punisher.. oh gosh! its my 1st time falling asleep during a movie hahahah..

cannot tahan d. hv to go to bed.
will update again soon i guess.. LOL
toodlesssss~

9:48 AM should she give up? ♥

Friday, February 20, 2009

damn! my internet explorer got prob.. sheesh! i cant view pictures now. upload also cant ):

she's been having loads of prob's lately.
everythings so complicated for her.
she hope for the best but its gettin worst & worst.
dont think she can go on anymore..
everyone of her friends said
she changed alot.
yea she did cos' she's been in a very difficult situation and stressful.
no one knows how stressful is she.
everytime she goes out with her friends
there's always a smile on her face.
altho she's sad she never been moody at all when she's out with her friends..
she wonder why.. she'll only cry whenever she's at home..
thinking bout every lil thing..

7:20 AM should she give up? ♥

Sunday, February 15, 2009

making her jealous wont make you any nicer BITCH!
she's still with him. so what's ur prob?!
WHAT? you wanna tel her that ur the 3rd person in their relationship? ur his SIMPANAN?
go ahead and tel!
haha if you are that means ur damn CHEAP!
why the f**k you wanna be that cheap?
lie'ing and doing everything else? that's like so damn f**king "mo liu" lo.
why wanna be so "mo liu" ler. really got nth else to do besides this?
if nth then find something to do lar!
don be so 'mo liu' thinking all sorts of plans to make her argue with her boyf
and trying to make them break..
its like damn stupid to make this kind of plans and lie'ing lo..

CALL ME A BITCH! I DONT CARE.
BECAUSE YOU AINT ME!
i defend her so what?
got a problem with that?

IF YOUR BRAVE ENOUGH, I DARE YOU TO COME FIND ME.
IF YOU DARE THEN I DARE YOU TO SLAP ME!
are you brave? do you dare?

if your reading my blog you know who im writing bout' .
yes! its YOU! u know who u are i dont hv to mention ur name here.
give you some face!
but for my friends who reads my blog you know who i'm talkin bout'..

2:39 AM should she give up? ♥

Thursday, February 12, 2009

DANNY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY SMALL BROTHER..

enjoy ur sweet 16 (:

sweet 16 only once so must enjoy norhx! xD

jie loves you! <3

wishing you happiness

a whole year

with sunny days

moonlit nights

that are shared with close friends..

have a wonderful birthday & may all your wishes comes true (:

7:51 AM should she give up? ♥

lately been going out to clubs, yam cha and red box.. its all so unhealthy.. everytime went out came home and sleep around 5/6am.. damn tiring! not in the mood to type anymore so enjoy the pic's (:

barceloNa!

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red bOx!

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mosha (:

love that drink

damn nice (: (:

CANDID sial!

enjoying the song suddenly

*click* pic taken! -.-

after that the boys got bored..

selected some song and started break dancing! LOL..

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taddaaaa! tired LOL

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and and.. homemade low sang ! (:

i 1st time make de ahahhah...

delicious (:

4:00 AM should she give up? ♥

Monday, February 9, 2009

joshua, marilyn & mua~

last sat went out with marilyn and joshua. ate breakfast at usj 21 then went pyramid.. marilyn was suppose to b at work. but then i pulled her to pyramid instead. LOL felt bad pulling her to pyramid.. reach pyramid walk awhile then bought movie ticket for 3 person after that her sister called her.. told her that her parents goin to parade. wadda.. damn potong weih. then she rush back to work without watching the movie.. its my fault babe. SORRY =/ anyways nice see'ing you again. ur getting hotter and hotter (: will be missing you.. after sending her to parade, me and joshua went back to pyramid bought some stuff for valentines then headed to the cinema.. gosh. that day forgotten to bring jacket. cold like hell.. after the movie went back home. then i got high fever. damn sweih ):

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she almost left him that day;

she know she'll regret for leaving;

but she insisted too..

the reason is because she cant feel the love from him anymore;

& she felt she's not good enough for him;

maybe others will make him more happier than she does.

his caring is no longer shown to her;

she tried her very best to continue with him..

it took her a very long time to think.

& a few people told her not to leave;

they said :

give him another chance to make everything better;

1 more week if nothing changes then its up to you;

you both loved each other so very much;

we dont want to see both of you get hurt and being sad..

so give him another chance..

and she did but she treated him sort of cold for awhile;

until 1 night he called her up and explained to her;

she know's she still loves him;

she really hope the chances she gave to him this time;

he will really appreciate it.

10:31 PM should she give up? ♥

Sunday, February 8, 2009

why when she had the courage to open her mouth to say it everyone asked her to rethink & when she doesnt have the courage to do it everyone asked her to leave?!

she's foolish & useless.. what more does she need to do?!

4:01 AM should she give up? ♥

Tuesday, February 3, 2009

this yrs new yr not that fun and and its damn bored! 1 cousin of mine dint go back and it made grandma's place so bored. oh well, got loads of ang pao's :D and this yr more and more people, relatives and friends came and visit :) but quite sad also cos' darling din come :( mommy was askin me wher's ur friend? ask him come eat dinner. LOL then she say eh eh don wan la. we cook the food so normal. embarassin. i looked at her with this emotion =.='' then suddenly darling called me. so i told him mommy asked him to come to grandma's hse but too bad he got no transport haha then mommy was like owh ok nvm la. nex time *big big smiles*

hmm.. not much picture taken this yr..

ashley.

she's so cute :)

came back on the 30th.. on the way back.. around 10 friends called me up askin me wher am i. told them im on my way back to kl. they were like what time reach what time reach. then said around 9pm like that why. wan go clubbing. eyes open wide i wan i wan.. haha. 1 whole month dint go adi. so came back help mom take stuff out from the car after puttin the things in my hse friends were outside so told mom im goin out.. bye..then i ran out.. then they said change of plans we're goin club9.. so went ther played pool and chat.. love the place :) and and friendly service...

.ivan.
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gasoline!

yoey.

ivan & andrew

food came...

..time to eat..

candid!

&& ivan's so like to disturb people while

people taking pictures with pencils or whatever stuff he can find! lol.

ere's one example. haha..

my face look so pale without make up.

ugly me haha..

lazy wanna make up when im out with friends :D

11:34 PM should she give up? ♥

she's not as innocent as i thought,
everything she said made me felt that she's lie'ing,
i dont know whether she is lie'ing or not,
i dont wanna blame people without proof,
i dont know who to trust,
but myself.

after she told me,
i called him up and asked him.
he said no!
from that time onwards,
both sides i dint trust.
until my dear came and find me,
showed me that msg.
oh, what should i do?
why is all this happening!

friends all told me,
she's just tryin to break you 2 up,
dont care bout what she said,
it'll make u think more.
maybe what they say is true.

i finally letting it go,
the scar aint there to make the pain in me anymore,
cos' she make everything back to normal,
i dont know what she's trying to do,
but yeah! im back.

im now much stronger than before,
the pain finally went away,
never felt this good before,
friends are now much happier see'ing me back to my normal self,
thanks for their support, time, money && not forgetting love. haha.

like they said im now back to my happy-go-lucky self :D
but i dont know whether am i?
i guess will find out soon ...

11:19 PM should she give up? ♥