this is why im moody! *sigh*
and all you ever reply to me is " get well soon " O.o??
what you wan me to react? what you wan me to feel? i dont even know whether you say that you still love and miss me is true? i really dont wanna get hurt anymore!!! i dont know whether i should believe it or not.. i wish i could. i want to. but i cant! im sorry.. i really do love you. but i dont hv any confidence towards u anymore. i dont know why. seriously i dont hv any confident anymore. ur so far away from me. i just cant stand the distance.. plus all the stories you told me the girls will come to u not u go to them. whether its them coming towards you or you going towards them still doesnt make me feel good. why , when im sick you wanna do this to me? im coughing real bad right now. voice change damn deep. i feel like your just playin me. i really don't know. i wish my guessing is wrong. but i think it'll never be ! =/