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i very sad cant sleep, but i very very sleepy adi is jus when i close my eye i will think about her i very very love her but y she like that to me, we very good this days very happy but she don like always b with bf, she like be together with her friends more then bf. if bf and friend she chose (friend) haizzz i very sad and angry but i din do it cos i love her very much i really love her,. i cant sleep hope,.,. 1 day ppl will understand..
like all my friends around said
"what goes around comes around"
perhaps mayb this is what u deserve.. but i feel for u.. wanna know why? cos u've done it to me befor.. i told myself that time i wrote about u was my very last but i cant.. i don know why.. you said u love her very much? but what about me? u told it to me befor. said u love me forever.. wont leave me and so on.. what are u? a fuckin playboy?! come on la.. i suffered so much cos of YOU! why? i myself don even know why.. mayb its because i love you with all my heart.. but in the end u hurt me damn fucking deep.. i don even know why i cant let go of you.. i should but i just cant. treat people nice and people will treat u nice too.. try thinkin la! its not that i wanna talk bad about you but just think la what hav u done to me.. i know its already past.. u also know how to say to me what's past is past.. why befor what happen to us, u never think about it? u wan people to understand you? i understand u very well.. and u said i don.. u can ask ur heng dai's who understands u well enough.. me and all of them..
i tried forgettin everything you've done to me. but i just cant. i tried being strong yet im still the same. i never felt this way befor. but u made me this way.. i will NEVER forget what u did!! btw thanks for everything!
11:11 AM should she give up? ♥