thanks to my friends who came all the way to my hse,
bring me out and cheer me up!
i really appreaciate it (:
everything changed..
was out with a friend. was quite happy but after that my mood changed.
it was surprising for me to had see him with his girl right infront of me twice.. i told my friend that's my ex. he just kept quiet and changed topic.. i dont know whether he know's that im sad but i rather not spoil the mood when he ask me why am i so quiet, i just answered im thinking about somethings.. and he asked me to go with him to mist @ bangsar at night.. so i went with him and a couple of friends.. there's a fashion show event going on.. later on he got emo and angry at me. i dint know why.. i asked his friends is he angry at me. all of them said no. his just like that. i don believe them cos' i can feel that his angry at me. i dont know why. so i just let him be and i enjoyed myself but partly im also kinda pissed.. after everything end he fetched me home.. reached home i told him i wanna talk.. he just answered " now? " then i was like -.- nvm.. i went in and he drove off.. after finish cleaning up i msg'ed him asking him :
her: are you angry at me?
him: kind of.
her: can i know why?
him: i want to be alone now. let you know when im awake. sorry.
her: im sorry for whatever i've done to make you angry i really dont know what i did wrong.
im really sorry. good night. sweet dreams.
him: you did nothing wrong. go sleep. good night. sweet dreams too.
after that msg he didnt talk to me anymore... are guys that hard to understand? im that type of girl who doesnt like to make ppl get angry.. when i did something wrong i would apologize.. but this time i really dint know what i did.. he let it be just like that and ignore everything.. -.- anyways whatever it is.. im really sorry!
another friend of mine. a very close friend just sent this sentences to me without saying anything..
its so hard to lose the one you love
to finally have to say goodbye
you try to be strong
but the pain keeps holding on
all that you can do is cry.
1:05 PM should she give up? ♥