Thursday, November 5, 2009
things is getting bad to worst lately.
most friends told me that they can see that im really sad and frustrated.
i dont know what to do.
i really dont.
i wanna talk it out with people that is concern about me,
but i cant.
cos` i know when i start saying it all out,
i'll burst out crying and i dont want them to see me in that way.
i used to be strong, but now im not.
i need more time.
but unfortunately time is always not enough.
cant make the decision properly.
everyone is pressuring me.
i hate this.
i never wanted it to turn out like that.
im sorry for everything.
just STOP FUCKING PRESSURING ME!
i cant take this anymore!!
12:23 AM should she give up? ♥